Saturday, April 30, 2011

My New Blog Address

Hi Readers,
My new blog address is or you can follow it on facebook as idoinautismland.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

A Walk in the Woods

I love nature.
In nature, I am teamed up with God in a way.

I mean, I look around. I see beauty all around me, and I feel part of it. The illness is put aside because I see perfection in the really lovely sights.

Nature isn't neat or orderly. The grass is waving this way or that. The branches are crooked and gray and gnarled. The path is lopsided from rivers of rain and erosion. The plants grow in random places. I see no pattern, unlike a landscaped lawn.

I fit in so well. I am so at home in the messy beauty of nature. I relate to it. I see the system is messy, but it works and it is WOW. Not to be sort of simplifying it, but I see my illness this way. It's not pretty. It is messy. It has erosion and rivers of mud too. Ha ha. But it is part of nature in the same way.

I am not a mistake, nor a sorry state of messy neurons. I accept my messy neurological system because it has given me a way of seeing life. I fit in with the path in the woods.